I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight

Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change Whatever came within these shallow days

As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

I was stained, by a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

--Vanessa Carlton

There are people who can walk away from you.

And hear me when I tell you this. When people can
walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into
staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you,
coming to see you, staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
The bible said that, they came out from us
that it might be made manifest that they were not for
us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have
continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you, you can't make
them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it
just means that their part in the story is over. And
you've got to know when people's part in your story is
over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you
something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the
tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.
It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to
have He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go.

If you are holding on to something that doesn't
belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to......

LET IT GO.

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....

LET IT GO.

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and
see your worth.....

LET IT GO.

If someone has angered you ........

LET IT GO.

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and
revenge......

LET IT GO.

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or
addiction......

LET IT GO.

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets
your needs or talents
....

LET IT GO.

If you have a bad attitude.......

LET IT GO.

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel
better......

LET IT GO.

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take

you to a new level in Him......

LET IT GO.

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
relationship.......

LET IT GO.

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try
to help themselves......

LET IT GO.

If you're feeling depressed and stressed .......

LET IT GO.

If there is a particular situation that you are so
used to handling yourself

and God is saying "take your hands off of it,"

then you need to......

LET IT GO.

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for 2006!!!


LET IT GO.


Get Right or Get Left
.. think about it, and then ....

LET IT GO.

"The Battle is the Lord's"

Let it go for 2006
By T. D. Jakes

**easier said than done.
**but i have a better addvise. FLY AWAY from them all.

I'm just coming back from a series of heartbreaks, all of it in less than two weeks. I'm in a phase where I have this sudden urge to weep, to throw tantrums, to need more people to let me rant and listen to me sputter invectives. And then give me a great, loving hug afterwards.

Ironic how happy movies can make me ache and cry.
When you've gone at some really tried and tested prescriptions and nothing worked, it's when staying inside the restroom cubicle becomes the most analeptic thing to do. And escaping the only palatable option. And forgetting, the best advise.



I breathe this moment.
Inhaling all it's sweet daffodils and impurities
Sipping its nectar, downing the contamination
I try to touch a butterfly and it slips through my fingers.
The moondust-like scales remain.
Like magic.

"People will come, (Ray). They'll come to Iowa for reasons they can't even fathom. They'll turn into the driveway, not knowing for sure why they're doing it. They'll arrive at your door as innocent as children, longing for the PAST. 'Of course we won't mind if you have a look around,' you'll say. 'It's only twenty dollars per person.' They'll pass over the money without even thinking about it; for it is MONEY THEY HAVE, and PEACE THEY LACK."
"They'll walk up to the bleachers and sit in shirt-sleeves on a perfect afternoon. They'll find they have reserved seats somewhere along one of the baselines, where they sat when they were children and cheered their heroes. And they'll watch the game and it'll be as if they had dipped themselves in magic waters; the MEMORIES WILL BE SO THICK they'll have to brush them away from their faces...'"
It reminds us of all that once was good and could be again. Oh, people will come (Ray). People will most definitely come.

-Terrence Mann, 1989

if you cant be honest then leave me out of your lies.
what makes you so special huh? why? who picked you huh?
get over yourself.
the world is way wAy wAY WAY BIGGER and MIGHTIER than your head.
better yet, get a life.
get out of the province girl it might help. try lang.
and why. OH WHY do you need to flaunt your secrecy?
like you are obsessively perpetually making it obvious to me that you're hiding something.
what the hell is the matter with you?
why post online if it's confidential. you think i'm dumb not to realize you're trying to isolate me. you had to let me know that indirectly.
i don't know what you're trying to prove, but i feel isolated now.
so i hope that brings you peace.

ang mga artista.... nagkakape sa umaga... ako si carmina, si grace si geli, si ana si janice, hekhekhek! SIS!

























 

Two years isn't such a long time. My throat still hurts. Every now and then.